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Hi! Guys my name is Kristen. I have recently turned 22 on Christmas day. I work at the
only Verizon Wireless Warrenty Department. It is a call center which is great for me because I love to talk to people.
So I get to spend 8 hours a day talking to people from all over the United States. I get to learn about their culture
and weather which is great for scoping out vacation spots. I go to church every Sunday. Jesus is a massive part
of my life. On my days off I like to hang out with my friends. I love having coffee
with my best friend Bethany. She is the only one that I can watch shop when I dont have any have money and the best
time. I have a really good boss. My family is fairly close. My parents are divorced and my mom is now
remarried. My father is awesome. We haven't always gotten along but now things are different. All in
all my life is great and filled with SO much love. I am SO blessed!
Ok so the reason that I wanted to build this website is because I wanted a place to vent my feelings
and frustrations without being judged. I wanted to get my face out there and I wanted to make new friends, because
you can never have to many friends.
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What's New with me?
So recently I informed one of my close friends that I have feelings for him and that I have for a couple of months.
He said that he felt the same. We aren't together or anything, but I am really irritated with him. I feel like
he is leading me on and I really am sick and tired of feeling like a piece of meat. So this is the story.
A couple of months ago when I met him we were very interested in eachother. Then I found out after he kinda led me on
that he had a girlfriend and that he just found out that she was pregnant. So I felt like everything that he said to
me before I found out about his girlfriend was just a lie, just something that you would say to someone as a pickup line in
a bar. After I told him how I felt he said that he wished that I would have told him that before he got with
this girl. I was ok with that, ya know I understood that it made sense. But then he kinda stated blaming this
stuff on me, or so thats how I feel. Now I feel like he is leading me on. I feel like ever since he
found out how I feel he is using that against me becuase now he knows he has the upper hand. So we have been fighting
alot lately. I really wish that I wouldn't have said anything to him about how I feel. I just want to get back
to the way things were before anything was said, he says he wants that too, but I just really feel like I am the only one
trying to be constructive. This REALLY irritates me. And to make matters worse, I can't stand his girlfriend.
Its not that she is with him, its that she has no sense of humar, she just doesn't have any personality and she glares
at me all the time, everytime he is around me or even when he's not around at all. She just doesn't
like me and the feeling is kinda mutual. I just could really use God's Grace right now. Please Pray for me.
1/1/09 - This is my newest addition to my real life soap opera
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